May 2012
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mintblondie: it doesn’t matter if you love him or capital H A M
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I’m not anyone’s first choice. I’m not anyone’s favorite. People may tell me I mean a lot to them and that I’m special to them but I know there’s someone they will always choose over me.
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“I loathe when people think that I’m shy rather than introverted. There’s...”
– Comment by popculturemulcher in the article I’m Not a Miserable Bitch, I’m Just an Introvert (via colinfirth)
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"Family" Matters
For all of those claiming to be my “family”: Stop.  Just….stop.  Stop pretending that you care. You use me as your “charity case” - Listening to me to make yourself feel like a better person Because you paid attention to me. Little old me… Unable to fend for herself Make her own decisions Get her life on track. I am not this thing  This thing that...
May 29th
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Stuck...
I knew that you could be put in the “friend-zone”… But never in the “friends-with-benefits-zone”. I’m stuck. I thought we could be more than this I want you to see me as more -  More than just a hookup More than just a rebound More than just a mistake. I wish I could mean more than that to you.
May 29th
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WhoCares.: Anxiety. →
thoughtfultaylor: Everything is just peachy. Your mind is flowing at a normal rate, thinking about normal things. All it takes is one trigger. That one trigger sends that sense of panic throughout your entire body. Everything else is impossible to focus on. The only place your mind can wander is deeper and deeper…
May 26th
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Reflecting...
I look in the mirror And I don’t really see anything. Sure, I see myself. I’m there… But not really. I am missing something Blank. Empty. I want to be full again. 
May 25th
Although Scorpio do not often lose their cool,...
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BLOCKED.
Every day that goes by that I am not creating Or thinking up new ideas Or getting inspired Or even daydreaming I feel myself becoming less intelligent, less original I feel myself dying…
May 21st
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Inadequacy
I am constantly living in a state of inadequacy.  In every single thing I do. Every endeavor I attempt. Every feeble try. Every failed attempt at reaching out At being noticed, cared for At finally feeling worthy, Maybe, finally showing the world -someone- the true me… I get pushed away It’s like the universe is constantly smacking me in the face Every time I try to move...
May 21st
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If I should die before I wake...
I am terrified I fear that every time I close my eyes I won’t wake up. But What worries me the most is that no one will notice. 
May 21st
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WatchWatch
What happens when you microwave a bag of doritos.
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I have an obsession....
With lights. Candles, chandeliers, lanterns, lightbulbs. The glow that eminantes from them A light in the darkness A flicker of hope The lights envelop me Wrapping me in warmth Banishing my fears, even if only for a moment I don’t feel so alone… I feel safe I feel at home.
May 8th
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